Well... what a difference a day makes. AF decided to show finally late yesterday, after taunting me with cramping and back pain et al for days, so I'm throwing a little party over here. It isn't too bad and will be done by the weekend. ::big smiles::
Ironically, it was 27 months ago (almost to the day) that I was last staying downtown by myself for a work retreat when I got AF after our very first cycle TTC. But that was quite different. Not only was I not really prepared, it was the probably the most horrific period I've ever had. The pain and bleeding was worse that anything I had ever experienced, until my recent m/c of course. And I wasn't even late. One of the reasons why we didn't wait very long to see an RE. I knew something wasn't right.
So now I'll be getting my hysteroscopy and the rest of my (and DH's) bloodwork done next week. Then if all is good, we can begin the FET protocol (BCP, E2, P4, etc.) which will last 4-6 weeks. Part of me has a good feeling about the next cycle, but I'll be honest another part of me is petrified that our problem(s) has not and will not soon be uncovered and our journey is not yet nearing its happy end. But I really hope the second part of me is wrong and that 2011 is it for us.
I've got high hopes for this next cycle! I think you positive attitude will take over once you get closer.
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