BFFN

So not at all a surprise, my nurse (the nice one) was more upset on the phone than I was. My RE wants me to try a higher dose of Follistim next month to see if we can get more follies growing.

I know this is all just a shitty game of chance, but after waiting six months to cycle again, it's a huge blow. So it now seems unlikely that it was my huge septum that was keeping us from getting pg all those many months, or the CC/my E2, or low P4, or the polyp, or our timing...

WTF is wrong with me? What I wouldn't give to know something, anything. We have our phone consult w/Dr. David tomorrow, so we'll see what ideas he has to offer. I'm going to NYC for work in a few weeks, so I may try to get in to see him, depending on what he says.

Hope everyone has a great holiday weekend! I'll be drinking enough for all of us...