I can not believe that we are finally here, just two days to transfer. It's been a crazy long four months. And it is difficult for me to express the mixture of emotions that I have right now. Excitement - that it is finally here. Gratitude - that we have our two embryos. Sadness - that we are not still pg from last year and celebrating 25 weeks. Anxiety - that we will not get pg again or heaven forbid miscarry again. Fatigue - with this whole process. Etc., etc...
We had a great Easter. It was a tough week with all the travel, getting sick and my grandfather's funeral. But we went to church yesterday, then had an amazing brunch, and spent a quiet evening at home. As DH put it... Pray, Eat, Love. ;) It was wild to think that this time next year, if we are lucky, we could have a baby(-ies) and our families in tow as we celebrate Easter/Spring/their baptism.
Time seems to have taken on a strange pacing, as we've been at this for so long, but now we are focused on this being our time to really/finally make things happen. I'm hoping it doesn't actually turn into the "summer of IVF" having to cycle repeatedly, but we are ready for it if that is what it takes. On that note, even though I had decided not to work full-time right now, I am entertaining a phone interview with GE Healthcare this afternoon. They are nearby and offer IF benefits. We shall see...
We had a great Easter. It was a tough week with all the travel, getting sick and my grandfather's funeral. But we went to church yesterday, then had an amazing brunch, and spent a quiet evening at home. As DH put it... Pray, Eat, Love. ;) It was wild to think that this time next year, if we are lucky, we could have a baby(-ies) and our families in tow as we celebrate Easter/Spring/their baptism.
Time seems to have taken on a strange pacing, as we've been at this for so long, but now we are focused on this being our time to really/finally make things happen. I'm hoping it doesn't actually turn into the "summer of IVF" having to cycle repeatedly, but we are ready for it if that is what it takes. On that note, even though I had decided not to work full-time right now, I am entertaining a phone interview with GE Healthcare this afternoon. They are nearby and offer IF benefits. We shall see...
5 comments:
Good luck during your transfer. I'll be thinking of you!
Yay! FET week is here! Good luck! Sending Ts and Ps your way!!
Wishing you luck!!!
Good luck, K!!
Thinking of you!
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